Damn babe i'm missing you alottt..:'(

I really don't know how some people change their boyfriends easily..like a breakup is nothingg to them..I am just 7 km away frm you and Im missing you ALOT!! even though it has only been 9 days 1 hour 59 minutes since i last saw you babe..I hug Mr Alvin and think of you and cry a little..yeah I miss you that much.. but I gtta learn hehe cuz someday were gonna work and hehe I pray to always be close to you..yeah living my dream too..my job as a social worker@psychologist hehe and you as your ambition honey but i wana be near to you always..hehe..Yeah people can say mygod dont cling on him..but idc! HE'S AWESOME N I WILL LIVE MY AMBITIONS JUST WITH HIM NEAR..HE MOTIVATES ME..<3 take care cookie and goodluck tomorrow honey..:) I'll be goin on with my orientation..sadly I hope i can enter tht school too prayin hard that they allow it 'PLEASE DEAR GOD, PLEASE' pray for me too okay..as you always do my angel....<3VAISHARAM

I just haven't met you yet..:)

Hee yeahh..so first time i saw you when we were in the same Physics class in our tution centre..I guess that was how we got closer..thru tution..:) Id love to thank that place hehe for being the connector between us <3 I was lucky to be in that class..hee I gt an angel from there and now he's mine..<3 thanks physics class Since then we met in class every Saturday frm 2.30-4.30 pm..and he'd walk me to my next class even though how far it was..hehe that is why I see God in you cookie..you'd do that for me..Best Memories ever it was what made us closer...<3 <3

From you to me..thanks angel..

1..2..3..SSQQUUUEEEEZZZEEEE....COME ON...STOP BEATING N SAY WHAT U WANNA SAY..

Baby ure special..i dunno whether u realise it but u should haf realised it whn i was born..birth of vikram.birth of iker roslan aka angel..destinied..baby ure my family.ure my relation..ure the meaning of my life..ure my amma ure my appa..at times i do wish that i was i abah or mama..kiss ur small baby feet...kiss ur feather soft butt..n listen to ur gugugaga...im uber sure that mama n abah were uberrr heaven high happy!i want our baby girl to be like u sayang..i wanna hold her i wanna wash her butt wanna pakai her pampers n kiss her n tell her how special her mama is..syg im not 18years old..im actually 1 year old..u knw y?its because my life just started on the moment i met u my honeyboo! sayang  i love u infinity n eternity baby..u beat in me..u live in me..as long as ure beating inside im alive...owh God thanks for giving me this awesome baby...shes exactly like the heaven!i dunno hw does heaven look like but im sure its like u!so im the only guy alive who is living in heaven  i love u my angel..muaaaaaaaxxx..

OK IM DONE..SQUEEZE ENUF ADY...CAYD...CAYD...CAYD...CAYD...CAYD...CAYD..

Sweet message by him..on 7th May, 2013 at around 1.45AM..thanks perfect angel..<3 <3

For You sweetheart <3

Sorry my gem..for not noticing you from the beginning..

I know I shouldnt give you any reasons for why I didnt notice you from the start..

How could I not notice that perfect face..

That perfect heart

That perfect angel...

I guess it was because we were both in different classes by 10th n 11th grade 

but it wasnt suppose to be an excuse..

Mr.Perfect should have been noticed by me..

I regretted not knowing him before..

But its okay.. I have my whole life..

To get to know him better...

And I will treasure every second I have when I'm with you

Love You cookiepops..<3

It Aint Love At First Sight....

So the first time i met him was on the 4th of January..in 2010..

I was the new girl in school..we were all in 9th Grade.. I didnt even knew he existed as I was Ms.Loner and I dont easily make new friends. After 1 week or so I knew his name as of all of their names in my class..and even though I am Ms.Loner I knew the gossip going around that he likes this Malay girl in our class. I am always unnoticed so I didnt mind guys not liking me..She is smart..pretty..but I didnt know what made him fall for her..Lucky girl hehe to think of it now..

He thought I was some police officer's brat who lived on money from bribed money..he told me about it last year haha! I was just a girl from a normal-income family FYI..well he got to know about it later that year..

After a few months in that school I was still a quiet person but then some of the students had started talkin to me..I had really short hair and a CRISTIANO RONALDO junior version..I had his exact hairstyle and so they called me a punk kid..I was proud of it but now to think of it haha it was super lame. He was one of those who teases me he'd say "look at other girls they have long hair look at you..are you BALD??" I was the quiet one so i only ignored him and the others because i got nothing to answer them..

Id talk to him once a while since we were in the same class but he Didnt notice me as someone to like or someone for him to love..Duhh there were lots of other prettier and attractive compared to me..I was just some kid in his class..:) But if I tell him this now he'd go 'no babe..youre the prettiest and the smartest and the cutest and the most perfect ANGEL ive ever known'...he is my angel..i know he means it and so THANKS COOKIE FOR THAT!!

Mr.Perfect...

Okay some people might say "yeah you're his princess of course you'd think he is awesome but truly he's just like any other guy in the world..."
Know what?? you're wrongg!! he is wayy different than anyone i've ever met!!

Lil about you..
Name : Ram (hehe srry real name is hidden)
Age : 18 this year..in a few days
About Him : Handsome definitely..
                   Big Round heartmelting eyes
                   Perfect Brows
                   Long Lashes
                   Perfect nose
                   Awesome brownish red lips
                   Perfect skin tone
                   Killin me body
                   Toned biceps n triceps n muscles
                   Perfect Long fingers
                   Cute Lil Tummy
                   Angel's heart
                   Perfect Height
                   Perfectest smile
                   Super Sensitive
                   Super Caring
                   Puts up with all my craziness
                   Respectful
                   Understanding
                   Perfect amount of temper
                   Super Loving
                   Always thr fr me
                   Really Smart
                   Polite
                   3 words..He's an ANGEL!